Hello watchers. I'm kinda new here and just want to vent. If you have any advice I'd love to hear it. So as you can tell im not the best drawer. It won't stop me from trying but i have a terribly low self esteem. My passion is cooking and baking. I wish i could go to school for it. I wish my life was different. Everyday i read stories or see something or watch tv and all these people are doing things i wanted to do as a child. I wanted to sing in front of people, (which i still do in the car but its not good haha and im shy), i wanted to write, (i have lots of ideas i just dont think anyone will care), i wanted to play an instrument or become